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Bedtime Music

by Olivia O.

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1.
Watchdog 02:56
2.
The 44 04:17
always pressing forward always falling down i can feel my shoulder blades begin to scrape the ground and i can see your face in the light and it reminds me of why i stay alive if you tell me you love me tonight i may start to try i may start to try (chorus) i’m getting older i’m staying sober until the end. no need for having fun no need for having friends And Ill make it through tonight Even if it takes some time Ill do it for you But ill do it for me too when i look into the mirror all i see are glassy eyes underneath this toothy smile underneath this disguise i feel like i’m made of wax i feel like i’m made of thorns i can’t keep this up forever i can see my skin’s getting torn (chorus) i’m getting older but i’m staying sober until the end. no need for having fun no need for having friends i don’t see the need for wasting so much time every second that passes my life is on the line i’m walking on glass im walking on glass Im getting through this year I hope it goes by fast I want to get over yesterday But it’ll take some time It’ll take some time yeah
3.
Scabs 03:10
i got scabs forming on me i can see them growing on my arms and legs arms and legs arms and legs i wanna peel them off but i know they’ll leave scars behind the crabs bite at my feet with their big claws they find and catch me off guard and i have to fight them off fight em off and go back home i see the scabs on my arms and legs arms and legs arms and legs i see your scabs too some seem really old but I can tell some are new i can tell by the scratches around them i get itchy too i feel uncomfortable in this room it’s too hot i feel the clothes clinging to me i see the scabs on me i see the scabs on me i see the scabs all over my body i wanna hide them underneath my clothes i wanna scratch em off but they’ll leave scars they’ll leave scars they’ll leave scars if i do they need time to go away they need time to go away they need time to go away they need time they need time to go to go away
4.
Dull 04:00
the dogs in the yard are barkin loudly i can hear it fine my ears are hurting noises all around me are so big they bounce in my head all this food is making me sick nothing in my bed nothing in my fridge nothing in my chest i’m dulling out i will not stop i will not stop it i’m dulling out i will not i will not i feel it still the claws in my brain trying to remember but i’m too dull to recall what it was i wanted to not forget i’m dulling out overstimulated unprepared for the consequences of my actions i feel myself dulling out my senses are getting weaker my sense of self is growing smaller the moths that used to crowd me are no longer attracted to my glow they’ve found something brighter than what they used to know i can feel my brain as it gets older sense my hair turning grey at roots i will not cover them i will not cover i’m dulling out i will not stop i will not stop it i’m dulling out i will not i will not i feel it still the claws in my brain trying to remember but i’m too dull to recall what it was i wanted to not forget the crows have come they’re singing softly they can see i’ll be there soon they can smell it on my breath Im dulling out. Im dulling out
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Great Job! 05:13

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